So many things happen..so little space to share

live always offers new things and new challenge..so does my life..when i look back at last week..so many things happen..from good to bad and to worst..huhu..
my job-feeling sucks day by day..and the stress level increasing evryday i set my foot in the office..really hope dat i can share this with sum1..just need sum1 to be by my side and calm me down..hug me tight and say to me dat i can get through dis.huhu..seriusly,,ive been thinking of changing my job almost every day..i dont know how to find dat fun in my job anymore,,im fed up..at one point last week when my boss ask me sumthing..i just look at her blankly..even i know wut to answer..i just dont have the mood to explain or to think anymore,,,puhhlllllisss get me out of this HELL...bank rakyat cam best..tp xde lubang la nak bw masuk..sape leh tlong? huhu...
my car-bumper depan yg dah pecah tuh bakal di ganti dgn bumper R3 insyaallah,,harap2 jadi la projek kali ni,,,duit dah prepare hehe,,next step erm tuka muffler tg la raya ni..jupe kwn ajam mintak dia gi tlg buatkan....oh lupe nk gi menambahkan kegelapan cermin ketaku..utk menjadikannye keta maksiat hahah.poyo..erm ada minor projek jugak.cam plate number..nk gi order then bercadang2 nk letak frame and holder tuh..then by dec or be4 dat kalu rezki murah awal..nk tuka la baju keta syg tuh,,merah...merah piau punye..then spoiler,splitter n diffuser n rim putih..then mayb buat 1 line sticker warna putih kat hood..tuh jew..than balut balik kusyen keta syg tuh,,,huhu..moga2 jadila..erm nanti leh ajak en.caldina gi usha rim keta laks..hehehe
my life- erm cam complicated.for the time being..still single..and in the highest position in the singles club.nape la xde lelaki yg baik dlm dunia ni..oh salah.rephrase ayat ni..nape la xde lelaki yg baik n interested in me? mn leh aku je yg interested..it takes two to tango,,,just nk ade sum1 to share things with,,to cared for and being care..ni sian kat gewdiks..asik kaco diorg jew hehe..then certain things yg buat sakit kepala la..cam mslh2 biasa bile dah tua ni..
byk yg aku rasa...mcm i know dat few things i did were definitely wrong.but those thing i did makes me realize dat im alive..and i like to try things,,,sumtimes i dont feel a thing after wut happen..pelik kan...and i really2 nk ade kuasa read ppls mind..at one point of my life.i do feel or terpikir yg this sum1 i know ni just nk test market jew ngan i..u know dia pon nk hilangkan keboringan dia kot before he find his new interest or saje je nk amik kesempatan but i still layankan walaupon i tau it shouldnt happen n i yg akan rugi..tp my judgement told me..jgn main assume je org..biar la ape pon niat dia..asalkan i xde niat nk susahkan dia sudah..kita x boleh nk duga org,,ape yg i tau..i hope i can b a good companion to him n i x buat salah kat dia..at least i still believe i can control dis n i hope dia xde la niat yg buruk2 kat i..mmm then i still rs im not being my trueself..cam ade suara menjerit2 dlm diri i nih yg mintak dilepaskan...susahnye nk jadi diri sndri..n at the same time byk hati yg perlu di jaga...boleh x rs cam nk masuk under witness program then dpt tukar identity and mulakan hidup baru kat tempat lain? cam best jew..