how to define this type of ppl?

friendly type of ppl like me,mixed up around with almost evrybody..tambah2 when i join a club..let ask a question?y actually im joining the club?
1)to share the same enthusiasme bout the same things(in my case car) that we lourve
2)to make /meet new friends
3)to gain/share as much as information we can
4)to chill and have fun

Wut will happen if the no.4 reason is no more applicable? you start feeling boring.dull n fed-up?bot with the club..but with the members of the club..not evryone,,but this particular one person?hahah is it worth it that you just walk out of the club, leaving most of the ppl that you enjoy to be with just because of mayb 1 or 2 person dat you loath?haha..i dont have the answer..
im not a kind of ppl that easily hate another human being,,im always positive towards evry1 i met..

ok feel a lil bit of uneasy to write here..but ade aku kesah? ni blog aku,,mampuih la,,haha
how to start ek? at 1st,,i have a very good impression on this person..yelah,,it can be count on how many human being of the same gender as i am in the club,,(so to speak,,now evry1 know dats a gurl),,yep after the departure(bukan la ape) of sis intan..feel a bit lost n boring...seb bek ade kak elya..so i still ok la,.when i met this person..i try to make fren with her..but i dont know where the mistake is..she seems not comfortable to be friend with me..so i just play along..
still being nice whenever we encounter..

tp bile i tgk dia try to supersede me in certain things..i was like,..what? ok i shouldn feel like dat in the first place kan?this is a free country,n who i am nk kesah kan..tp over duh..sumtime pls respek others la kan..ppl feelings r fragile ok,,but as an observant,,i just ske wait, see n analyze..
oleh kerana dia cam sweetheart to most of the member2.ala2 goody2 gitu,,anything bad bout her if i dare to say,,ppl will just told me that im jealous or feel threaten by her ..uhhh,,puhhhhleeese.im hotter, stylo,smarter, sharper, and cooler than her okey,,
the reason dat im secluding meself from the crowd this few weeks is i just wanna find back the compassion dat i have towards the club b4,,when ppl make me fed up i just like to walk away..n cool down meself.n dats wut im doing,,the blownup is the nite dat she remind me of the job dat i should do.damn.,wuts she's thinking?all this while i ske sgt ade responsibility nih.when i ask for her help she just told me to do my own shit..bang..im still okay being scolded in front of ppl just becos im asking her to have her dinner..but when ppl questioning me bout my job,,lady..u r too far..tp i x ske bising2..i hate dat,i hate ppl see my bad side,,so i simpan..i shut my self..have my own life back,,meeting new ppl..and palce a resignation letter..

but when few ppl dat i met start questioning bout her i realize,,im not the only one have problem here..or can i say,the problem does not come from me..so im feeling better..if sum1 else feel weird bout her too ,so my uncomfortable feeling bout her should be ok la kan..hehehe..last few days when im hangout with this gurl, she ask bout my relationship with the lady..i said evrything ok,,even im looking like im trying my ass off to be nice and befriend with her..but she still act cool or can i quote the words use by my friend "control cun".then come along the q's from her..wuts the motif that she's hang out with us? erm i dont have answer for dat..except for,,this is a free country,,evry1 can join any club or organization that she/he likes hahahaa..but the piss off point is when me fren told me that the lady told her not to believe/make plan with me,,i might not going cos i just like to do dat,,,wut the f***..i never talk bout her with any1 ok,,except with the gewdiks..she's definitely not my topic of interest.so not cool..how come she said dat?if this bout terengganu trip, she's the one yg kata nanti my car crowded,,just becos i ask my other fren to come along,,mehh..or mayb if im not joing few activity lately,,becos i have family , sum other frens n sum1 special to my heart yg i nk kene jaga..jgn la smpi kata i like to break my promise,,club is not my priority ok,,kalu i x gi pon bukannye bg effect kat club pon,,kalu pape pon,,i bukan kaco dia org org len..i have my OWN CAR..so ikut ske hati i la nk gi ke tak,,nk canceol ke hapa..bukannye i cancel x show up camtu jew..i bgtau la org2 yg ade kaitan ngan ketidakhadiran i tuh,,asal nk kecoh2,,,

tp yg paling lawak,,things dat happen last few days,,i dunno the whole story,tau sket2 je,,sb mls nk amik tau,,lagipon pk,,mende tgh panas buat ape nk kesah2..xde kaitan ngan aku kot,
tp bile smpi tahap suruh org len kuar club tuh mmg x bleh blah la,,1)siape yg ahli kelab sebenar kat cni(i tau la dia registered n official member wit kepentingan lagi tuh kat club)tp ade jew org dok ty relevannye dia di club tuh..i x amik port pon.2)org yg dia suh kuar club tuh bukan ahli club pon..apekah?mayb next few weeks diaorg tuh akan jadi WAGs(Wifes And Gurlfrens) in the club ok,,so relevan la diorg join..3)who is she nk suruh org buat camtu.kalu rs x puas hati,,sendri la kuar dr club,kan senang.x berkait ngan sesape pon..adeh dah berusia pon nk majuk2 ngan bebudak lagi..those gurl are hots and still young..biar la diorg nk buat ape pon..kalu la bebudak ni ske kat depa pon,,kire ok la,,we should be happy kan,,sian gak bebudak laki ni pi memana xde co-pilot,,so kalu ade awek2 tuh ok gak,,xde la diorg kejap bw org tuh,kejap bw org ni..yg pompuan pon bertambah2 ..best ape,,jgn la amik hati sgt..aku ok jew hahaha..

ntah la,,mls nk pk,,she's not even close to me..pas ape y jadi,,after my experience, observation and sharing,the conclusion is..she's not worth to be in my list pon.,nk lepak n chill boleh(tp dia bukan jenis chill pon,,dingin je)..but my quota is full rite now...kalu ade improvement or ammendment to the attitude problem or im too desperate nk menambahkan friendlist i will increase my quota back hahahah..

oh by the way,,among gewdiks,,this kind of person we call lalat..mcm mn pon,it still important in stabilizing the ecosystem..hahaha..no heart feeling..my heart already scracth before,,now just have the scar..aku still cam biasa..will act like biasa..and continue to observe,,sorry,,i cant help not to write here..this is one of the way im neutralizing my perception and thinking,,now im back to positive mood towards her.she's a good gurl,nice and mature..but mayb d time yg dia nek angin, buat statement menyakitkan hati, or act weirdly dia tgh PMS kot..paham2 je la pompuan..i pon have my own period haha,