am i a workaholic...

i always put my works as my priority,,n my works always being a reason if im failing in my relationship,,it happen once,,so now i dont care anymore..cos who's gonna pay my bills and feed my needs if im not working right..

this is my 1st job.still remember the day that i received a phone call from CITI, informed me that i was selected to be once of the candidate..right after my last paper during the final..so i started working after 1 month finish my studies..huhu nit even graduate yet..thanks Allah..murah kan rezeki aku..dlm erti kata lain..aku x sempat pon menganggur.1st masuk under contract..tp lebih kurang sebulan terus dapat permanent..after 6 month of temp period..now i was entitled to Asst Manager (Q) for Transaction Processing Officer.erm ade jew rmi yg kat ctu dah bertahun2 baru nk dpt permanent..tuhan mmg tunjukkan jln utk aku,,mungkin berkat doa mama ..n berkat aku ikut cakap mama juga haha..

keje x teruk..tp working hours tu odd sket.kirenye kalu aku ade bf ..sure ngamuks la..xde masa nak bermesra(tuh cite sethn lepas) hari sabtu pon aku tunggu pintu ofis.haha dah terima pon akibatnye...keje ku kejar teman istimewa tercicir di tgh jln..but cos im dedicated to my work aku dpt byk oppurtunity nak enhance kan aku nye market value..company support maa..ape lagi grab jew la..

skang ni aku dah senior,,kirenye ade la staff2 yg bwh seliaan n tunjuk ajr aku...buat kejew pon x susah2 sgt....haha siot jew..the best part skang ni adalah direct manager aku..pergh cool giler...aku mmg ske kalu superior aku lelaki..bukan nk kata pompuan x leh jadi ketua..tp byk kerenah nye..pening gile..aku dah 3 kali tukar direct manager..yg ni paling relaks..aku tgh tension2 buat kejew kang dpt la emel2 mangkuks dari dia..haha..tuh blum kire emel2 bergosip n kutuk2 staff2 len..haha MR Manager aku ni mmg best..macho jew kalu tgk,,haha rupe player pon adew gaks..tp sumpah cool,,bile aku buat salah,dia x trus nek angin..n bile aku stuck dlm problem dia akan biara aku try solve dl, kalu aku terkial2 gak then he became my savior..haha..
tp aku paling igt ayat dia waktu appraisal dl..' i always have confident in you, how can u said that u are not confident with urself?'' evry time aku rs nk tuka keje..i always tot this is the best job for me..

so keje nih x bleh memilih sgt..kita yg kene get used to it,,aku pelik rmi rg x keje skang..
sdgkan opppurtunity tuh ade di mana2....so kalu pasni aku jupe lagi dgn bakal MR aku yg x paham keje aku...ntah la..kalu dia leh bg evry month the same paycheck yg aku dapat aku ikut jew ckp dia..tp kalu x paham2 gaks..i rather we never start any of the relationship to the next stage,,cos for everyone attention..I AM A WORKAHOLIC.. huhu