PTD Assessment? DONE~~~

I've made quite a decision last 3 weeks..yeah..between my bestfriend wedding and the not so sure future call in PTD scheme..but still i choose the not so sure future..y? cos this is the dream of my childhood...yep..there's a word DIPLOMAT in that...haha...

alhamdulillah..i just attending my PAC in INTAN WILAYAH UTARA on 10 July 2010..yep,,this is the 2nd stage from all the 3 stages in PTD scheme..hehe im the choosen 3k applicant who get thru into this assessment from 50k++ applicants who take the entry exam..

The programme starts at 8 am with the registrations session that lasts until 9am..we were give our number, that eventually will be our ID thru out the programme..haha i got to know that i gain weight and my height is now 158..impressive..i was tot im only 154...heheh..then there is a group photoshoot...

The 1st activity were conducted by 2 faci, each of us were given 2 topics to be presented..my topic?
1)Adakah Tindakan Kerajaan menyenaraihitam peminjam2 PTPTN yg enggan membayar balik pnjmn mereka itu wajar? Apakah kesan tindakan ini kepada mereka~ lebih kurang mcm ni la...
2)Satu kajian prlu dilakukan terhadap sistem pembelajaran Malaysia yg dikatakan lebih menumpukan kepada pencapaian peperiksaan.Apakah kaedah yg perlu dilakukan bg melahirkan generasi pemimpin yg berwibawa serta berdaya saing? ada la sket2 bunyinye...hihi

and the faci ask me about the 2nd topic..really lucky for mecos bebtul nite before tuh, i ada la tgk2 topik lebiih kurang camni dlm internet..hehe thanks internet,,,

aktiviti kedua..kitaorg di arah utk buat 1 model basikal dan 1 model robot dgn menggunakan psurat khabar, getah dan selotep...mmmm yg ni our faci mcm x puas hati sket la..cos we combine both mocel jadik 1...but we defence out model ok...dia ckp mcm we all tak menjawb soalan..ntah la,,but our team believe that we did both in 1 model..our faci for this session not quite glad wit us..but who knows kan..

after we had lunch and solat, once again we were divided into another group,,,,for me,making new friends is not that tough..i love making frens ...yeay..aktvt ke-3 start ngan we have to search for a cone with our group no on that,,hehe dah mcm treasure hunt tau..sebbek la aku ada gak pick up few face waktu check name list kumpulan.jadi aku cari diorg ajak sama2 gi treasure hunt tuh,,,berpeluh2 gak la tgh2 panas tuh pusing satu INTURA...last2 skali jupe la group kitaorg kat area asrama..cos kitaorg ni sgt efektif n awal smpi,,jd dok la brainstorm,,agak2 apa la nk buat pas ni..alhamdulillah,,dlm group aku ni ada yg dah 2-3x dt assessment,,jadi kami dah dpt sedikit sebanyak aktvt seterusnye..waktu ni la nk main game penyelesaian masalah..alah yg org panggil'Traffic Jam' tuh..and sodoku sort of la..but biasa la guna org..sementara nk tg faci, kami atur la beberapa strategi.hihi betul tekaan kami..mmg yg tu pon permainannye..best siot..faci bg 15 min..kami solve dlm ms 3 minit je..haha x percaya abg n kakak faci tuh..siap diorg reka sndri mainan baru,,punyala nk susah kan kitaorg.,.but kami pon geliga jugak..halo...dalma group tuh ada 12 org from diff b/ground..ada tua, ada muda..harus la stakat nk cheat teh faci bukan satu masalah..the game was fun n kitaorg habis paling awal,,sb leh borak2 lagi ngan faci,,this time nye faci better..kurangkan sket gugup aku,,n the lady's faci tu bg i sexy la hahaha...

dah habis sronot2 main,smpi la part yg paling ditunggu2..apa? lari 2.4km la.....pergh penat tuhan saja yg tau..dah la tali kasut aku terbukak... 3x kot terpaksa berhenti kat tepi...hishh penat weyh,,x pernah2 lari 2.4km,,,dah la time attack,,alhamdulillah aku berjaya habiskan larian uh dlm masa 11 minit,,hihi,,in fact all my team member finish it between 10-15 min...good heh?

pas penat2 tubuleh pulak diaorg buat in promptu public speaking...damn...dah la nafas pon x normal lagi..one by one will pick up a piece of paper and speak wutve u want about topic that written on the paper..i dapat ape? SPOON...haha gabrak jugak la..sebbek aku buleh goreng lagi..ermm bukan nk kata la..still public speaking is not a problem for me..aku kan ske ckp sorunk2..cuma nk cari starting ayat bile dapat word tuh aku terkedek2 sket..but still aku sempat include few jokes in that..just nk kurangkan kegugupan aku..ermm kalu la aku dpat perkataan mcm yg kawan2 aku dpt..lagi la byk aku membebel..antara yg aku ske..shoes and hat..tp org lain yg dpt,,,
but i feel pity with one the members..she doesnt know the meaning of the words she get,,and things that she blurt out are definitely not relevant..u want to know what? she got SIGNAGE...and i dont want to tell wut she talk about..but its a mixture between funny+pity+unbelievable+ashame...if u were there...luckily i can control my face n mimic...i dunno..im being such as ass now..sian dia..

the course end nearly at 530 pm..and im drving home with such a relief..firt becos the session is not as tough as i tot it will b, 2nd im happy that i can do all the task with confident..3 im just happy make new friend n being part of the choosen 3000applicant..

to family member yg byk beri sokongan..wish me luck..terima kasih byk2..kawan2 opis yg tahu aku dtg for this assessment and bg aku amik half day utk buat preparation..million thanks for the support..utk gewdixs,,yg call aku,,sms aku ty how is the asessment..korunk mmg terbaik..sgt memahami aku..walaupon aku x dapat join korunk kat kuantan..adik2 aku yg cbuk call aku after the assessment just nk tau apa cerita aku..im glad and love u all so much..n the person that i really want to hear wishing me good luck ,dont even say a words,,,even a night before, i did wish him a safe journey for his convoy to cherating..he dont even care to say goodluck to me...maybe he just doesnt care..even he is among the 1st person i bgtau waktu awal2 i dapat surat tawaran ke PAC ni..so does encik scandal still worth it? i know the answer,,and i dont give a damn..like i care if he doesnt even care....tuhan slalu bg petunjuk kat aku,,nape la aku masih buta...biarlah,,,hidup aku bakal berubah,,dan kalu mungkin adalah perkara terbaik kalu dia xda dalam hidup aku..sedih? of course la..lagi pon hari ni 11 JULY ...means a lot for me..

PAC akan jadi kenangan utk aku..byk yg aku blajar...aku belum tentu aku layak atau tidak utk menjadi seprg PTD..masih ada 1 stage lagi..tp mulai dari hari ni..aku kene bentuk peribadi yg baru,,cara aku bergaul,,dgn siapa aku berkawan..it counts..really...aku bukan nk mintak kerja jadi operator kilang..aku nak jadi PEGAWAI TADBIR DAN DIPLOMATIK..a very special post in Goverment sector..

kepada kawan2 aku yg dok kondem2 aku..yg cuba melunturkan semangat aku..dan mentertawakan usaha aku..yg memandang rendah kebolehan dan kelayakkan aku..aku x kesah..korunk hanya kawan aku..kalu xde golongan yg mengkritik...bukan dunia namanye.matlamat hidup kita x sama..korunk mungkin dah berpuas hati dgn keadaan kornk skrg..tp ini adalah berkenaan impian aku..cita2 aku..ada korunk dpt oppurtunity ni? haha blum tentu exam pon dipanggil...so teruskan la hidup yg korunk pilih.dan jagan memperlehkan pilihan aku...

cuma satu..if i fail this time..aku x nak cuba lagi..sb i will have to start from the 1st stage again..and x tau bile laks nk dpt to this stage..and if kalu dpt pon..mayb dalam 3 thn br dapat konfirm as PTD..im too old by that time..yg ni pon aku dpt after 3x exam tau...mayb i will find a husband among the PTD la plak..haha..serius..abg2 faci sgt2 hensem..tp sb aku dtg hari tuh dgn satu azam je..maka mataku x tertarik utk menggatal hahha..tp abg faci bj kuning n baju boru tuh mmg eye catch la...awwwww