Today is 14 Februari..y this date is so special? i dunno,i never celebrate this day my whole life..yes am talking the truth,,its been 26 years old, i never celebrate this day..pity huh?i always in platonic kinda relationship, so when it comes to this day, i will always confuse wether i will celebr8 it or not,,,it always like dat..
Me and guy, always close,,but not in romantic ways..i senang around lelaki tp x reti nk lebih dari kawan,,xpercaya? tanya la my ex-es haha..most of y ex-es, are my friend earlier,so that special thingy little feeling i x pernah rasa.smlm mama tgk i gloomy jew..lepak umah x kuar memana..n she ask me y..n i said,, mum tomorrow is another V-day..huhuhu..yet she said..along tuh mmg,,kalu couple,,mesti pas V-day, dah tuh dkt2 nk besday break..x pon pas besday,,,smpi nk V-day nye break..camne nk ade org bg hadiah..perrghh..menusuk ke ulu hati...ape yg mama cakap tuh sgt betul...mama pon tau kesah kasih aku...hehehe lawak la plak bile pk...mcm terkena sumpahan jew...
so ape aku nk buat hari ni?erm rsnye nk spent time with family..have a good rest, blaja masak n bla2..skali skala act like a nice little daughter dah boleh membahagiakan my parents..n itu hadiah V-day aku utk mama n abah..aku x tipu..cuba skali korunk buat baik, smpi berminggu2 mak ayah korunk sengeh2..
oh lupe,,the only ppl who i desperately waiting to wish me V-day is encik scandel,,mmm naseb dia wish, walaupon just a simpel Happy Valentine Day (rsnye sms tu diforward ke rmi org,,sb tu sgt formal) kalu x mesti aku lagi sedey,,haha..n i wish him in retun with sending him the 1st sms he sent to me after we first going out 2gether n it happen 8 months ago (12 July 2009)..happy valentine day sayang..u make me happy enuf this last 8 month,,n i will try not to bother u so much. he celebrate the day with his children n mayb one of his .....as long as he happy..so do i...
mayb next year i will celeb8 the day with my Halal partner,,i hope so,,,hahaha,,n i think i will not say no lagi..i dah ready kot...i dah penat dgn rasa sekarang,,penat curiga, penat meneka my status, penat mengharap n penat simpan perasaan..at least i dah rasa perasaan sayang org sepenuh hati,perasaan sakit memikirkan keberadaan org tersayang n suma perasaan2 indah itu.
abah ade ckp,,,x salah kan bercinta selepas kahwin..bile aku cakap yg aku dah x kesah kalu family aku yg arrange kan , semua org x caya tp aku dapat tgk muka2 kelegaan tuh..mungkin its the best..im so hopeless in lurve.
LURVE IS IN THE AIR..kasihi dan sayangi insan2 di sekeliling korunk,,jgn pk yg V-day ni hari kejatuhan islam ke hape..just show ur lurve n enjoy the moment.or those yg diam2 mencintai org,say it loud to the person,u x rugi pape mencuba..kalu simpan je dalam hati,,sakit wooo,,mcm yg aku rasa...to those who in lurve, keep that person close to your heart, ad for those who are still single(like me), your heart is so beautiful, n it belongs to beautiful sum1 out there, keep on searching n hope u find ur other heart..
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