A CRAZY FREN WITH UNBELIEVABLE ACT..

On last weeken lepaking with me fren kat Gurney Drive..gile la aku kebulur gile nk makan koew teow goreng...dah la sental KT..lagi tambah beli satay..sakan gile makan.(aku slalu kalu mkn tuh sb stress..kalu x mkn pon stress gak..tp stress kat org)..then borak2 sakan ngan kwn2 i..bercakap la pasal kerja n relationship that we had..then as usual , they will ty khabar on my sick relationship la kan..mcm biasa jawapan artis la gue bagi..x de pape..hahaha..

S:ur heart still with the person?oh camon..look at ur face dah tau
ME:haha the heart story is complicated..but im too tired..its like i paddle the boat by mesefl in the lake
S:U tu memilih sgt..i know that there are other ppl like u..memilih
ME:Weyh mana ada la..ni dah lebih 40 org ckp i memilih.habis la kang jadi kenyataan..memilih ape kalu i ske org tuh.
S:k tell me wut thing dat u look in a guy?
ME:weyh i told u so many time maa...its meterial world(haha aku gelak sambil terpandang meja sebelah dok usha2 kami berempat)
S:ok i know this guy at my place who earn like 100k per month..u nk try?
ME:oh dat guy..i heard before..right H?U told me kan...but does he younger than me
H:ye la S..try la introduce mamat tuh kat dia.tp i rasa dia kecik arr dari u..
S:betul ni u nk kenal?
ME:dah2 jgn buat gile..org main2 je la..
S:kata nk org yg kayo pakcik kayo?
ME:kalu leh dapat xpe gaks,,tp segan arr...malu xmo..je kalu dia
S:haha nanti aaa i bgtau that guy u nk kenal,,dia bw superbike,,
Me:Dah2 mkn satay tuh jagn dok jadi gile,,my heart belongs to org tu for the time being..
n we keep on bla2 sampai la gerai2 kat ctu dah start nk bungkus2..hahaha

then last nite S call me regarding the account no that i check..and sumhow he drop me this
S:Weyh i already told that bloke that sum1 interested in him..
ME:OMG..u gile
S:Hahaha just give it a try la...its 100k ok,,
ME:NOT THE MONEY ok,,but my integriti huhuhu,,l
S:ala ok je...i make up few story then..n u know wut he said before i go?
ME:yeah wut?
S:IS IT BECAUSE OF MY MONEY???
ME:Then wut did u said?
S:Erm i told u knew nothing bout it..but u've been ushered him for quite sumtimes and interested in knowing him...nanti u pandai2 la ckp..
ME:gile la u olz ni..so wut's the mysterious guy name?
S:not going to tell u now..u kene la x kenal dia dulu...
then suddenly battery hp i laks xde
ME:k la s..i nk save bateri ni,,nk meet the person who own my heart..he's around..but i dont think he excited to see me..so stupid i am..so esk mlm la kite jupe k ,.settel pasal ur account haha..


DANG..i feel pity for that guy..he is insecure becos he will nevr knew is the person really likes him or because what he has..and that feeling lebih kurang mcm yg i rasa,,i feel insecure towards my feeling to encik scandel..i think i've told him all..but he never said he likes me even once..straight to my eyes..never..i might b showing so much lurve to him..oh im so stupid..n this is hurting meself..sian aku..so aku patut buat ape?he know bout it all..he has all the advantage to use upon me..huwaaa...but do i care?nope..if im to tired of waiting for that words to come out from his mouth...i will let him go..wut i mean ..i will take back my heart..tp tunggu la aku penat..
cos in this thing i slalu lambat give up..bile dah betul2 suke org..but FYI..aku nk dgr dia confess je dia syg aku..n seikhlas2 dia..bukan nk lebih2 ok...

so waiting for the gossip tonite...owh btw..jgan betting ngan kwn2 laki korunk pasal2 mende2 camni..korunk sure kalah...